Joshini John wants company...

... in a form of a four-legged furry creature!

I want a doggy!

Since leaving my aunt's place in Klang, I have been missing Natalie quite dearly. Natalie is my aunt's 4 year old Yorkshire Terrier who is an absolute darling! I had grown quite close to her and my routine use to include cuddling up with her on the couch.

Couple of weekends back I went over and there she was, the ever adorable bitch bouncing on her back two feet! I was so tempted to smuggle her out of the house in my bag. I knew those big handbags I carry must come in handy sometime! My conscience got the better of me (or it could be the potential lawsuit) and I didn't think it was the wisest think to do.

So I've decided to get myself one. Was thinking about a Jack Russell or a Silky/Yorkshire Terrier... So if anyone knows some puppies out there who needs a loving home, let me know! =)

a quandarry

I have about 3 or 4 entries on my Journey to Not-Buying-Shoes-for-a-Year.

I came about this silly vow to myself when I realised that I had 23 pairs of shoes and still feel I have not had enough. I started questioning - how many is enough?

However, as of my last entry, I could sense the frustration among my friends growing. Dena is short of saying. "Go and buy yourself a damn shoe already!" Its true, even my frustration is growing! Especially after my Ipanema gave way.

So why am I still holding on to a promise I made myself, when I am itching away to just go and get 'em? Simply because its a promise. Unlike popular culture, I do not believe that promises are made to be broken... Bullshit! Promises are your words/intention to someone, anyone, even if its just you. And a man (or woman) is only as good as her words...

So yes, I will keep holding on! And everytime I feel an itch... I will revisit this entry! =P

i could not help it

I tried not thinking about my shoes... But another 2 just gave way... And one of it is my fantabulously favourite one =(

So here goes, my list:

1) Black Work Shoes
2) Brown Work Shoes
3) Purple Strappy Heels
4) Black Strappy Heels
5) Brown Strappy Heels
6) Green Strappy Heels
7) White & Red Sneakers
8) White & Blue Sneakers
9) Bronze Work Shoes
10) Black Sandals
11) White & Black Sandals
12) Knee High Boots
13) Batik Slippers
14) Pyramid Slippers
15) Purple Slippers

Now I am really sad that my Ipanema gave way! Its June now and I have another 2 months to go before I can buy my next pair!

I lost 8 pairs in this journey so far. I am already beginning to feel the itch! I need a gold, white and silver pair each!

singing the blues

The past 2 days have been particularly blue...

*song sung blue, everybody knows one... as in queue, this song starts playing in my head*

Stop Neil Diamond stop! Urgh...

Anyways, blue as in down. My usual optimism acquiring speakers at work did not see through. I felt restless, low and all over the place. I could not focus. I wanted to roam the roads of KL... doing nothing.

After a very long time, I am feeling like that. It could be I am just very tired, surviving with about 6 hours of sleep each night. Or it could be the Post-MS (is there such a thing? if not can I coin it as my own?)

Today will be a much better day! I know it! I can feel it! =)